Current location:	a slippery slippery slippery slope
Current mood:	satisfied
Current music:	thom yorke

yes.
i am in a good mood. i haven't been in such a good mood for a while. it's not... crazy happiness, it's just a mild contention that has lasted for a few days. i hope it continues to last; i need to ride this out, and make it work for me.

no more leaky holes in your brain, and no false starts. i want to get out, make it work.

i think i'm going to blame my illness for this. i was sick for a week+, could barely move, and was stuck at home watching movies on netflix. i was craving contact with humanity, and watching sappy romance movies. so now i'm glad to be back at school (how does that work?) even though i have a ridiculous amount of make-up work, and i want a relationship. with someone. even though i have like no time for anything.

so many lies, so many lies, so many lies. so feel the love come off of them and take me in your arms. i want to get out, make it work. i'll be okay.

i'll be okay. for once, i'm happy with who i am and for once, i'm confident in myself and where i'm going in life.

marie

[reposted from a myspace bulletin]